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ahhhhhh im going crazy [Sunday
April 9th, 2006
11:02am
]
[ mood | SAD ANGY ]

i just cant stand this any more i heat this town i just dont fit in i have no friends everybody a my church is so foney and thay dont like me i miss my home and more inportly i realy miss chris even tho i just saw him 2 weaks a go but he my only true friend i got . to make matter wors im moveing out of my house and in to a apartmen becouse my parents are geting a dievorce 4 with mom 3 day with day it realy sux and with my job and going to high shool ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh help me GOD

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i just cant stand this any more i heat this town i just dont fit in i have no friends everybody a my church is so foney and thay dont like me i miss my home and more inportly i realy miss chris even tho i just saw him 2 weaks a go but he my only true friend i got . to make matter wors im moveing out of my house and in to a apartmen becouse my parents are geting a dievorce 4 with mom 3 day with day it realy sux and with my job and going to high shool ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh help me GOD
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omfg [Saturday
April 1st, 2006
3:04pm
]
[ mood | thankful ]

i had the best weak ever last weak chismy friend from fl came to see me and we wen snobording and hangd out all weak we had so much fun to bad he left to day :(

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[Thursday
August 11th, 2005
9:21am
]
[ mood | confused ]

well got nwe pic's on ms no much new

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im tired [Sunday
July 17th, 2005
11:10am
]
[ mood | cranky ]

im so tired !!!!!!!!!!my body hurts ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!goan try to go to sleap ......................:(

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have't ben on [Friday
July 15th, 2005
6:45pm
]
[ mood | good 4 one's ]

ben go on vk to san francisco had lots of fun dont have a lot of time for detals go to go hit me up on my cell
my cusen from ca is comeing over bye bye

love yah all talk to you later

jennifer

ps 15 day till my birth day

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hay [Friday
July 8th, 2005
6:47pm
]
[ mood | cheerful ]

to day ben cool went to a lake ,got a tan ,went bike ridin,went to the store , dident do much of ne thing , wish i could go to the movie but have to stay home ooooooo well just gona play my guitar miss all you in fl send me some pic's

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? [Monday
July 4th, 2005
2:15pm
]
dose ne one have amanda e-mail plz give it to me
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happy 4 of july [Monday
July 4th, 2005
11:43am
]
happy 4 of july every one
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all abought me [Sunday
July 3rd, 2005
3:14pm
]
[ mood | crazy ]

[Marital Status]dont knowe
[Shoe size]9.5
[Parents still together]for now
[Siblings]sister
[Pets]dog
FAVORITES
[Color]green
[Number]8
[Animal] monky
[Drinks] pina'colada
[Soda] diet coke
[Book] bible
[Flower]
DO YOU
[Color your hair?] brown
[Twirl your hair?] yes
[Have tattoos?] no't yeat
[Have Piercings?] yes
[Cheat on tests/homework?] yes
[Drink/Smoke?] some times
[Like roller coasters?] yas
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] fl
[Want more piercings?] yes
[Like cleaning?] no
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Own a web cam?] no
[Know how to drive?] yes
[Own a cell phone?] yes
[Ever get off the damn computer?] no
HAVE U EVER
[Been in a fist fight?] yes
[Considered a life of crime?] no
[Considered being a hooker?] no
[Lied to someone?] yes
[Been in love?] yes
[Made out with JUST a friend?] yes
[Been in lust?] yes
[Used someone] yes
[Been used?] yes
[Been cheated on?] yes
[Kicked someone in the nuts?] yes
[Stolen anything?] yes
[Held a gun] bb gun
CURRENTS
[Current clothing] sporty /punk guitarist
[Current mood] sad
[Current taste] tostitos
[What you currently smell like] clean
[Current hair] long
[Current thing I ought to be doing]
[Current cd in stereo]
[Last book you read] extream jesus
[Last movie you saw] lords of dog twon
[Last thing you ate]
[Last person you talked to on the phone] amanda/chris/omar
[Do drugs?] no
[Believe there is life on other planets?] no
Remember your first love?] andrew righting
[Still love him/her?] no
[Read the newspaper?] sometimes
[Have any gay or lesbian friends?] no
[Believe in miracles?] yes
[Do well in school?] ok
[Wear hats] yes
[Hate yourself?] yes
[Have an obsession?] yes
[Collect anything?] no
[Have a best friend?] yes
[Close friends?] amanda /omar/sarah
[Like your handwriting?] no
[Care about looks] not really
LOVE LIFE
[First crush] andrew
[First kiss] andrew 2 grade
[Do you believe in love at first sight?] yes
[Do you believe in "the one?"] yes
[Are you a tease?] no
[Too shy to make the first move?] no
ARE U A
[Daydreamer] yes
[Bitch/Asshole] neather
[sarcastic] yes
[Angel] angel /devil
[Devil]
[Shy] no
[Talkative]

CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!
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sad [Sunday
July 3rd, 2005
2:57pm
]
[ mood | stressed ]

i miss fl so bad and all my friends i love you all i wish i can be thar with you in the internship call ne time (239)4641646 (775)5888822 ps iss tell rj ill have his cash soon give him my e-mail brooklyn4114@yahoo.com aim brooklyn4114 love you bye bye

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wow [Saturday
July 2nd, 2005
11:15am
]
[ mood | bla ]

every thing ben so suxy and i cant sleepy at nigh some tims till to 6am i know its bad but lots of thing be going on bla but wen i can go to bed i read my bible i read my hole extream jesus bible and i think go wonts to talk to me but im hard headed at theys times i wona go back to old ways but omar told me to keep my faith and to pry for strength in him i just can wont it to be my 18 b-day so i can leav this house and live on my own i wona run a way but i can


plz just pry for me
jennifer

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guss what [Friday
June 24th, 2005
6:12pm
]
[ mood | yah ]

i proble go to a high school this year yahhhhhhhhhhh ;)

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bla [Thursday
June 23rd, 2005
2:09pm
]
bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
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[Tuesday
June 21st, 2005
8:19pm
]
[ mood | depressed ]

I cross my heart and hope to die
Stick every needle in these eyes
Inject this air into my veins
If it would bring you back to me

I haven't had a sober night
Ever since you left me
And my days don't start until the sun goes down
A vampire
Draining every bottle
And all I have to quench these memories

These memories of you
It's all that I can do

I cross my heart and hope to die
Stick every needle in these eyes
Inject this air into my veins
If it would bring you back to me
I'd rip my heart out of my chest
And make your room a crimson mess
I'd do it all with no regrets
If it would bring you back to me

These nights played on my carousel
Never ending circles
I'll do anything to never think again

It's all that I can do

I cross my heart and hope to die
Stick every needle in these eyes
Inject this air into my veins
If it would bring you back to me
I'd rip my heart out of my chest
And make your room a crimson mess
I'd do it all with no regrets
If it would bring you back to me

If it would bring you back to me
If it would bring you back to me

I cross my heart and hope to die
Stick every needle in these eyes
Inject this air into my veins
If it would bring you back to me
I'd rip my heart out of my chest
And make your room a crimson mess
I'd do it all with no regrets
If it would bring you back to me

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[Tuesday
June 21st, 2005
7:40pm
]
[ mood | fuck the world ]

i all most had you but i guess that dose't cut it

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[Tuesday
June 21st, 2005
7:34pm
]
[ mood | fuck the world ]

I woke up it was 7
Waited till 11
just to figure out that no one would call
I think i got a lot of friends but I don't hear from them
What's another night all alone?
When your spending everyday on you own
and here it goes

[CHORUS]
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that its not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
having more fun than me

And maybe when the night is dead, i'll crawl into my bed
Staring at these 4 walls again
I'll try to think about the last time, I had good time
Everyone's got somewhere to go
And their gonna leave me here on my own

[REPEAT CHORUS]

What the f**k is wrong with me?
don't fit in with anybody
How did this happen to me?
Wide awake I'm bored and I can't fall asleep
cause every night is the worst night ever

I'm just a kid [repeat 5X]

[CHORUS (repeat 2X)]

I'm all alone tonight
Nobody cares tonight
Cause im just a kid tonight

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[Tuesday
June 21st, 2005
4:25pm
]
[ mood | crappy ]

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have know clue [Tuesday
June 21st, 2005
4:00pm
]
[ mood | borad/bla / sad ]

i dont know what i'm doing to day i'm so bord have know one to talk to feall crappy ooooooowell .tomarrow i'm gona get im sis dog it's so cute and i got to get chris b-day gift but on a tigh buget last i talk to him he just got don righting a song on his guitar and he play it for me it's relly good on the topic i learing a new song it's white strips 7 nation army just the first pare tho it's hard well well i'll talk to yah later all of you seand me some pic thank and call i miss you guy's all so to amanda you never call back oowell LOL i'll call you
 bye bye
 jennife
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[Sunday
June 12th, 2005
10:41pm
]
[ mood | tired/kinda sick ]

hey.. this is Amanda.. one of Jenn's closest friends.. yah I made this for her.. and she told me to write the entry since "I know her better than she knows herself".. Well Jenn.. lets see.. she's learning how to play the guitar..  she's just getting over this awesome guy chris.. but hey she has this really hott guy named Omar.. so it's all good.. well I don't really know what else to say.. so leave some comments.. and if u want u can check out my LJ dandymandyx0x !!

 

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